INDIVIDUALLY NO BIGGIE

ANOTHER DIM LAME BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT INSIDIOUSLY SLOW INCREMENTAL CHANGES WITHIN OUR LEGAL SYSTEM, THAT BY THEMSELVES ARE RELATIVELY HARMLESS, YET WHEN STITCHED TOGETHER FORM A STRONG MESH-LIKE UNIT ENCOURAGING DYSFUNCTION AND COUNTER PRODUCTIVE RESULTS.

ALWAYS OPPOSITE OF WHAT EXPECTED

NATURALLY THE DIRE RESULTS ARE USUALLY ABOUT 180 DEGREES FROM WHAT ADVERTISED AND PROMISED WHEN ORIGINALLY PROPOSED AND APPROVED. WHY? BECAUSE THE FINE PRINT ELEMENTS OF SUCH INTENTIONAL TRAPS ARE ALWAYS CONCEALED, OVERLOOKED, AND GENERALLY DISMISSED. (THOSE HUGE SEVERAL HUNDRED PAGES OF LEGAL BLAH BLAH BLAH THAT IS RARELY EVER COMPLETELY READ AND/OR UNDERSTOOD BEFORE PASSING! DON’T EVEN PROVIDE ENOUGH TIME TO READ IT IF SOMEONE WANTED. INSANE.

BUT SERIOUSLY, WHAT GOOD IS A TRAP IF THE INTENDED VICTIM IS AWARE OF THE TRAP MECHANICS AND THE BAIT USED FOR THE VICTIM?

DIFFERENT VICTIMS DIFFERENT TRAPS

JUST LIKE A FROG IN A POT OF SLOW BOILING WATER – BY THE TIME THE DANGER IS RECOGNIZED AND APPRECIATED – FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS – IT’S JUST PLAIN TOO LATE FOR THE POOR FROG.

WAS FEELING LIKE A HAPPY SWIMMING FROG

SEEMED A SIMILAR SORT OF DEAL WITH WHAT’S HAPPENED TO OUR COUNTRY….. A SLOW INSIDIOUS CHANGE OF THE FABRIC OF OUR NATION. NOT JUST THE RULE OF LAW, BUT THE BASIC RESPECT FOR FELLOW CITIZENS AND TREATING OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM TREAT YOU.

RIGHTS MUST BE DEFENDED AND PROTECTED

BUT IT’S NOT JUST ABOUT OUR RIGHTS BEING PROTECTED UNDER THE CONSTITUTION, BUT OUR DUTY TO BE WELL INFORMED CITIZENS AND TO PROTECT THOSE RIGHTS THE BEST WAY WE CAN FOR EVERYONE.

WAY OFF THE MARK IN MANY RESPECTS

WASN’T THAT THE WHOLE CONCEPT? THAT EACH ONE OF US HAD/HAS THE SAME GOD GIVEN RIGHT TO LIBERTY, JUSTICE AND FREEDOM – ALL SPECIFICALLY DESIGNED TO ACHIEVE AND PRESERVE A DOMESTIC TRANQUILITY FOR EVERY CITIZEN, IN EVERY STATE IN OUR NATION?

WELL, MAYBE A HOT BATH INSTEAD OF A SWIM IN THESE UNKNOWN WATERS FOR NOW – I’LL CONTROL THE TEMPERATURE ADJUSTMENT MYSELF THANK YOU. LOL

MY BEST TO YOU AND YOURS, LEW

NOT LIKE THIS AGAIN!

Well, probably won’t try this again. (Combining four different projects each containing their own slew of massive revised files.) So many frigg’n files with which to contend. Naturally, if I actually knew what I was doing…… like performing a simple little tune on the guitar – things would go much easier.

ONLY HANDFUL BUT WORKABLE

Obviously, there’s only a handful of chords that I know anyway – (as listeners surely appreciate) lol (— still amazes me how many songs can be distilled down into a few basic chords with some type of “filler” for the rest of the composition) …. Yet someone who was a true musician could knock that tune out in one or two recording attempts. But me? Not sure what the actual percentage is, but I hit an awful lot of sour notes trying to find that perfect one – or combination. Over and over, until – GOTTCHA! Name that audio file to use but it inevitably gets confused with all the other similar ones. Duh!

DISTINGUISHING FILES (reminds me of chasing new passwords! lol)

I try to distinguish them with slight file name changes…..but eventually still get tangled up – probably the lack of sleep is another major contributing factor to such poor performance. (And of course…. slow internet speed, PG&E outages and “power flickers”, noise of canine nails clicking across the floor, one right foot toe is a little shorter than the corresponding one on the other foot – lol, (just checking), etc. Excuses, excuses……yeah? lol)

Example: maybe a working file with the name of “THIS LAME TUNE” which contains the drums and a later attempt with the guitar. So then I edit and mix the two = “THIS LAME TUNE 02 drumguitar”, then, “THIS LAME TUNE 03 Harmonica”, etc. Pretty soon there will be “THIS LAME TUNE 08b G+Flute KEEP”, “THIS LAME TUNE 08c FLUTE-vocal KEEP” “THIS LAME TUNE 09e FINAL KEEP elec-guitar KEEP THIS ONE”, “This LAME TUNE …….blahblahblah ?????? what the hell am I doing? I’m drowning in files! lol

WHERE’S THE *&^%$# FIDDLE AND VIOLIN?

So this morning realized I had posted the wrong file yesterday which, of course, is really no biggie in the scheme of life I suppose, but to me it was irritating because I left out some of the back-up instrumental and written stuff – violins, drums, scrolling fonts,etc. which I thought was good, well, at least acceptable for my purposes at the time. So what to do? Apparently the “FINAL FINAL” file had been overwritten with another with the accidental same name. CRAP! Could I go back and find those specific revisions in all the different folders created for this one project? Yup, a needle in a haystack.

NAMED EACH ONE OF THEM DIFFERENTLY DUMB ASS – GO FISH!

OK, that should help. Violin Keep 07, Bass drum Keep02c, blah blah blah…..still TOO MANY FILES! Why so many files? Because I keep them for situations like this morning. Where is that &^%$#@% violin piece? Search, search, search,……GOTTCHA!

SCROLLING LYRICS

Long scrolling lyrics (and accompanying almost music) are a blessing and a source for potential problems down this LAME ROAD of editing once produced into one file. Everything frozen as is but change one small aspect of that scrolling “time line” and everything else will be out of sync, then add to that difficulty of all the CONFLICTING REVISIONS. Crapola. Very discouraging, but still more rewarding at the same time.

NOT WHAT ENVISIONED BUT IT WILL WORK

So here’s the final, final, “keep this one revision” (a Frankenstein-like stitched together piece that’s not what I had created yesterday and wanted – because there’s still stuff missing!….. whatever. Actually this could be another blessing in disguise because I do have a tendency to throw too much into these LAMES anyway. Need to curb the enthusiasm perhaps? Live and learn I suppose. Still therapeutic in processing and trying to understand the insanity of this world we live in right now.

Oh well, My best to you and yours, Lew

My best to you and yours, Lew

I honestly can’t figure out some of those graphic “solve the puzzles” to prove I am a human and often resort to the audio identification process. Have you done that yet? Identify which musical part changes mid-way through the three different samples?

Remember the sound of those old warped vinyl 45s with the distorted sound as the needle surfed the rolling – waving circular motion of the record on an old portable turntable?

Thus the DIM LAME title. lol

My best to you and yours, Lew

Too fast. Thoughts and concepts of how to express this “blender like” storm of feelings is challenging. As one idea begins to blossom several others simultaneously expose themselves requiring some sort of attempt to preserve the “awakening” aspect of this continuing nightmare. Just too old perhaps? Nah. The truth hurts sometimes. Then there are times you wear something like this with pride and steadfast determination not to be one of their “conforming sheeple”.

My best to you and yours, Lew

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WELLNESS CHECK/SEARCH ABUSE BY POLICE

IS NO DIFFERENT THAN A KANGAROO COURT

“THE SUBJECT” DOESN’T STAND A CHANCE FOR FAIRNESS

WHEN THE “PROSECUTOR AND JUDGE”¹ ARE COHORTS

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NOT PERMITTED TO SEE REQUESTING PARTY STATEMENTS?

EVEN ANONYMOUS SOURCES WITH CLEAR MALICIOUS INTENT?

NOT ALLOWED A FAIR DEFENSE, PRODUCE OWN EVIDENCE/WITNESSES?

SHAKING HEAD IN DISBELIEF: HOW WAS MY “DUE PROCESS” SPENT?

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(Q) WHY DOES SUCH AN UNFAIR AND ILLEGAL PROCESS

CONTINUE UNCHECKED FOR SUCH A LONG TIME?

(A) GENERATES ARRESTS, EVIDENCE & SUBSEQUENT VALID WARRANTS?

ALL THANKS TO AN ILLEGAL “WELLNESS CHECK” AND BIG LIES!

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WAS OCT 4^th NOT SUPPOSED TO UNFOLD THAT WAY?

WITHOUT A VIOLENT CONFRONTATION – MORE PERSONAL HARM?

PERHAPS A THUMPING ARREST, OR EVEN A “SUICIDE BY COP”?

OR ILLEGAL CONFISCATION OF A LEGALLY POSSESSED FIREARM?

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THAT’S’ THE PROBLEM WITH A “SECRET POLICE STATE”

NEVER KNOW IF YOU’RE COMMITTING SOME MADE UP VIOLATION

WHILE THOSE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE ENTIRE NIGHTMARE

SIT BACK AND LAUGH – WHILE DESTROYING THE FABRIC OF OUR NATION

My best (of what’s left) to you and yours, Lew

1In this case the “prosecutor” would be those “anonymous” instigators of a malicious, unreasonable and unnecessary “wellness check/search” of my property and home. The “Judge” would equate to the Mariposa County Sheriff’s Office/deputies who executed the “pretrial conviction loss” which would be the FORCIBLY ENTRY OF MY PROPERTY and a WARRANT-LESS SEARCH OF MY HOME, thus violating my Constitutionally protected rights. Essentially, how could ANYONE defend themselves against unknown malicious and false statements made behind their back and under the cloak of anonymity? Fundamental to our justice system is that those being accused of something have the right to face their accusers and be provided a DUE PROCESS FAIR HEARING prior to any prosecution, conviction and sentence for WRONGDOING. Must KNOW THE CHARGES AGAINST YOU! But how is that possible IF AN INFORMANT WAS ACTUALLY WORKING WITH LAW ENFORCEMENT TO INTENTIONALLY CIRCUMVENT THAT CONSTITUTIONALLY PROTECTED LOCATION OF “HOME-CASTLE” from unreasonable invasion and searches – for some, as of yet, unknown reason? The deputies executed a plan based on exactly what information provided by these officious inter meddlers hiding in the shadows of yet another intentional instigation of unnecessary law enforcement action? Besides damaging a necessary and desired “wellness check program” (with close to 30% of people now passing at home) these instigators threaten both sides of the equation while increasing the necessity for high taxes at the same time! Everyone loses with such infantile, and criminal, false reporting of emergency situations where none existed prior to such anonymous involvement prepping the stage for a real emergency to occur. Diabolical and is happening across our Nation because of such leftist lowlifes who just don’t understand: THEY TRULY ARE DOMESTIC TERRORISTS AND A THREAT TO OUR COUNTRY AND CITIZENS IF NOT HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR THEIR EXTREMELY DANGEROUS AND CRIMINAL BEHAVIOR.

New word? Really don’t know, but hope the usage concept is clear- just a shorthand past tense usage of TDS, ie, “Those people are really TDS’d” “The TSD’d influence of the material was obvious”, “TSD’d individuals display a host of antisocial, deviant and violent behaviors”, etc. Well, let’s pretend it works here, for now, anyway, shall we? Here’s another LAME-less presentation of LAME lyrics. (Got off again easy yeah?) lol

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AT FIRST BLUSH SEEMED REGULAR FOLKS

BAR-B-QUES, FAMILY, FUNNY JOKES

BUT WHEN A CERTAIN NAME CAME UP

THEIR HEADS WOULD ALMOST EXPLODE

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HAPPY SMILING FACES

REPLACED WITH RAGE AND HATRED

FOR OUR PRESIDENT DONALD TRUMP

WITH BRAIN FUNCTION APPARENTLY DEGRADED

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THAT SEETHING RE-HOT ANGER

THEY TRULY ARE A DANGER

CAN’T CONTROL MALICIOUS IMPULSES

INJURING PEOPLE THEY KNOW – EVEN STRANGERS

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SO SEVERELY TDS’d – NOT CHILDISH PRANKS ANYMORE

YOU’VE UPGRADED TO SERIOUS INJURY AND CRIME

AND CONSIDERING FORESEEABLE CONSEQUENCES

YOU PROBABLY SHOULD DO SOME TIME

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YOUR TDS SO FLAGRANT

AND EXTREMELY DANGEROUS

WHAT HAPPENED TO A THINKING BRAIN?

DID YOU FLIP OUT? GO INSANE?

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PERHAPS EXTRA ELECTION TDS?

FAILED SOME OTHER REALITY TEST?

JUST LIKE ALL YOU LEFTISTS CRAZIES

YA’ ALL EVIL WITH TDS!

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CAN’T YOU SEE WHAT’S HAPPENED TO YOU?

OR HAVE YOU ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY?

COMPLETELY BLIND & OBLIVIOUS TO HOW

YOUR EVIL CREATES GREAT PAIN?

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PERHAPS YOU ARE SADISTIC?

SURE WOULD EXPLAIN A LOT OF THINGS

YOU REALLY NEED TO GET SOME HELP

BEFORE JAIL TIME YOUR FUTURE BRINGS

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My best (what’s left), to you and yours, Lew

1Trump Derangement Syndrome

HAPPY THANKSGIVING ….. TO EVERYONE!

So, while “we” happen to be on the subject of turkeys, and other such foul things (lol) …… at least there is a spin-off bright side to the years of madness –

EQUAL CONSIDERATION FOR BOTH SIDES OF THE TREASON EQUATION

My best to you and yours, Lew

PS: My response to the anticipated….”see! he used the word killing, he’s so dangerous…..blah blah blah” lol

Too bad these trembling little cowards apparently can’t read for comprehension either.

I recall many tunes/songs (in the past Free America) with such references to being killed by something figuratively many times. Often reflecting the feelings of heartbreak from a failed romantic interest. Maybe “bad memories are killing someone’s happiness for the future”, etc.,? Though a different context, do you recall the lyrics (and song title)

“….killing me softly with his song, killing me softly with his song……”

I always appreciated the song when occasionally heard (not part of my own collection) but those specific four words “killing me softly with”, at which time I would insert my own lyrics to finish the concept of being killed “softly” by reoccurring painful emotions. The words were haunting and stuck with me rather like laser focused for me personally during an extremely difficult time.

A soft killing. Hummm. Could be physical or emotional. The later being some type of horrible emotional pain that is never left alone to heal properly. Patiently dormant until stimulated in some way. Doesn’t completely destroy you. Never does. No release like in seriously finishing you off permanently, though sometimes you might wish it could and/or would – do just that. Perhaps some sort of divine heavenly sent bolt of mercy to stop that slow, methodical, degradation of the happiness in life? Ahhhh turkey squirt! This is depressing and I digress. Or did I?

Happy Thanksgiving!

Here’s a link to that song video by the Fugees “Killing Me Softly With His Song”

and by a “wellness check & search” no less.

Absolutely unreal.

My best to you and yours, Lew

PS: I know, I know….realized too late it’s difficult reading along. Actually, the DIM LAME was a completely different project reconfigured last night/this morning into this scrolling blah blah blah rehashing of …whatever, so, for ease in comprehension of that blah blah blah:

DEALING WITH THE PUBLIC NOW

MUST BE LIKE WORKING IN A ZOO (lol)

MANY LANGUAGES, CULTURES, BELIEFS, ETC

HOW DOES LAW ENFORCEMENT KNOW WHAT TO DO?

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SURELY THROUGH EXPERIENCE

MAYBE SOME SPECIALIZED IN-HOUSE TRAINING

PERHAPS A FEW “AWAY TRIP” CLASSES/SCHOOLS

TO PREPARE FOR THE COMMUNITY SHAPING

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YET THERE’S A LONG DOCUMENTED HISTORY

OF WELLNESS CHECK/SEARCHES AND CLEAR ABUSE

(IT’S THE EVIL TWIN OF SINCERE COMMUNITY CARE)

AND DESTROYS THE INTENDED ETHICAL/MORAL USE

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A MALICIOUS/FALSE REQUEST FOR A WELLNESS CHECK

SHOULD ALWAYS APPEAR BASED ON SINCERE CONCERN

PERHAPS MIGHT EXPRESS LEGITIMATE FEAR OR ANXIETY

PROMPTING LAW ENFORCEMENT TO FOLLOW-UP AND LEARN

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WHAT EXACTLY WERE THE CIRCUMSTANCES AT TIME?

DOES THE SITUATION QUALIFY AS AN EMERGENCY?

WERE PREVIOUS CALLS MADE TO PERSON NOT ANSWERED?

WAS THE REQUEST FOR A CHECK MADE WITH ANONYMITY?

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FROM AN INITIAL EMAIL AND HEART FELT “THANK YOU”

TO OVER A MONTH OF OUTRAGEOUS FRUSTRATION

NO HONEST EXPLANATION AS TO WHY IN MY HOME

AND NOT A WORD REGARDING (ANY?) INVESTIGATION

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LAW ENFORCEMENT NEEDS CITIZEN SUPPORT

AND CITIZENS NEED SUPPORT FROM THE POLICE

STILL CAN’T MAKE SENSE OF THAT OCTOBER 4^th EVENT

WHILE THOSE RESPONSIBLE ONLY LAUGH-BACK WITH EASE

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WAS IT AN INTENTIONAL ABUSE BY LAW ENFORCEMENT?

OR A MISUSE BY REQUESTING AGENCY OR CITIZEN?

WAS IT AN ACCIDENT SIMPLY DUE TO NEGLIGENCE?

OR ONE OF THOSE “ILLEGAL EXPLORATORY SEARCHES” THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN CAUGHT/FOILED AGAIN?

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HARD TO BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING

STILL FIGURING OUT JUST WHAT TO DO

SO MANY VARIABLES TO CONSIDER

BUT MY BEST TO YOU AND YOURS, LEW