Don’t suppose any of you could tell me where I left my reading glasses last night/this morning? lol Can’t find the suckers, so I’m using an old prescription with foggy scratched lenses – but HEY! At least I can see a bit. So, I guess I’m PACK RAT PROUD once again. lol

Think I might have actually snagged a few hours of sleep (although a lot of twisting, turning, rolling around in bed (no not the good kind) quite exhausted but couldn’t sleep very well with the constant barrage in recalling what they have done to me and the many years of suppressing legitimate anger, resentment and distrust…..

only to have it reignited…

with some pretty suspicious activity under the guise they care for my well being. Sorry, with everything they’ve done to me for the last 24 years already, well, they are being totally dishonest – with themselves if nothing else.

Actually it is far worse than that because I can generally take pretty good care of myself, but it’s extremely difficult if not impossible to resist the unethical attacks by unscrupulous paid “public servants” who do not follow the law or common courtesy for that matter. Simple as that, they are the criminals and only SHEEPLE IN UNIFORMS without integrity….baaaa baaaa bad.

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The really reprehensible aspect of all this is: we pay more and more and more in taxes only to have our rights further restricted, compromised, completely ignored and of course, eventually abolished. Bye bye the United States of America and welcome to routine home invasions of ANYONE complaining about “criminal activity”, because after all, it would no longer be criminal in their new system. The only criminals would be those who remembered the difference and had the courage or audacity to say or write so others might understand what has happened to their COUNTRY.

I have always supported law enforcement and even now, if I saw an officer in peril I would instinctively try to assist them in any way I could because there must be respect for law and order, however, respect must also be earned AND RE-EARNED WHEN LOST DUE TO SUBSTANDARD PERFORMANCE.

WHAT?

Yup, I would because this is OUR COUNTRY and without Rule of Law we are finished. Hell, we might be finished already and in the death throws of a country so torn apart by corruption, crime, invasion,….etc. That coming back may be impossible. I don’t want to believe that but this recent episode of foolishness by those charged with OUR PROTECTION has thrown my perspective all the way back to December 13, 1986 and the ORIGINAL BASE TRAUMA THAT HAS PUT ME ON A PAINFUL COURSE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE – primarily because they ALL GOT AWAY WITH THEIR CRIMES without accountability!

Bathtub maybe? Nope. Where are those &^%$#(@ glasses?

So a cash settlement and meager retirement is compensation for decades of pain and suffering because those people have no conscience or integrity, they can harm and seriously injure (or even murder) others with total impunity because when busted for their evil doings cash is merely thrown at the victim (or their surviving family members) as though the victim’s injuries, continued pain and suffering are just magically erased and everything goes back, and is reset to normal. What is that normalcy? The next victim who requires some punishment for disrespecting those uniformed antagonists? WHO PAYS FOR THIS NONSENSE? THE PUBLIC!

MAYBE THOSE COUNTY EMPLOYEES WERE RIGHT – JUST MOVE

So I developed a new course for myself, one in which I might rediscover the peace and tranquility I once had here and it was actually working out quite well – because I was very happy and content during the last 3-1/2 years on that alluvial fan. Not to say it hasn’t been the hardest work I’ve ever done and quite challenging with the dramatic weather patterns, but I enjoy that pure challenge.

Some of my Prong Horn Antelope “Fan Friends” stopping by to graze and listen to music. A couple of times other herds joined the concert…..over 20 of the beautiful creatures! (Wait until they hear what the creatures here have done to me ……. AGAIN! Whether calculated/intentional or simply poor law enforcement policy, I am obviously hyper-sensitive to the violation of my Fourth Amendment rights (well established 25 years ago) and the increasing possibility this was not a mistake but an “opportunistic way” to pay me back for exposing what they have, and very well, maybe doing again – harassment – I’m really trying but…..this recent incident “DOES NOT COMPUTE!” based on a reasonable evaluation of the circumstances known thus far.)

Things were OK here until for no apparent reasonable explanation the sheriff’s office once again decided to forcibly enter my property (while I was away) and enter my house —– just to make sure I was OK and didn’t need assistance.

Had I been home, the possibility exists that I might be dead now.

CRAP! Here we go again……heart pounding — resentment — disgust —- frustration —- etc. absolutely unacceptable even under the most rudimentary form of a fair criminal justice system that claims to be sincerely concerned for the welfare and protection of their country’s citizens.

(lol – their flimsy excuse is to ascertain that the individual is safe and requires no assistance yet the very assistance sent to the home only destroys what peace and wellness existed prior to their (perhaps) “well intention-ed”’ surprise visit. Bullshit. Just can’t reach that conclusion in light of their outrageous activity of the past. (Again, yes, I admit to being hypersensitive to such activity….stop and think….frightening.)

SURPRISE! (owner sleeping on couch)

Officer: ARE YOU OK? HEY CALM DOWN SIR! I’M ONLY HERE TO HELP YOU….. SIT DOWN!! STAND BACK SIR – NOW CALM DOWN SIR……POW!

DISPATCH, PROBLEM HAS BEEN NEUTRALIZED. NEED A WAGON FOR THE BODY, FILE UNDER COMMUNITY CARE DOCTRINE, I’LL BE CODE 7 AT THE PIZZA SHOP.

WHY DID THAT JUDGE REFUSE A CONTINUATION FOR ME TO OBTAIN A CERTIFIED COPY OF THE SHERIFF’S UNBELIEVABLE DISPLAY OF INCOMPETENCE AND INTENTIONAL VICTIMIZATION OF A CITIZEN?

BECAUSE I WAS ABSOLUTELY CORRECT AND TO DO SO (show the public what REALLY HAPPENED and what they ACTUALLY DID) MIGHT TARNISH OR COMPLETELY COMPROMISE THEIR SHAKY FACADE OF A FAIR AND JUST LEGAL SYSTEM THAT PROTECTS THE INNOCENT CITIZEN IN MARIPOSA COUNTY. (REGARDLESS IF AN ANGRY BIG MOUTH BLOGGER OR NOT)

IF YOU CAN’T FORCE THEM OUT (MAKE THEM SO UNHAPPY THEY VOLUNTARILY MOVE -USUALLY AT A FINANCIAL LOSS SO OTHER CHEATS IN REAL ESTATE INDUSTRY CAN MAKE A BUNDLE FROM YOUR FORCED RETREAT) OF YOUR JURISDICTION THROUGH CLASSICAL INTIMIDATION, HARASSMENT, SLANDER, LIBEL, ETC. MUCH EASIER AND LESS EXPENSIVE TO JUST SILENCE ANY COMPLAINING VICTIM ANYWAY POSSIBLE. GEE, YET ANOTHER SUICIDE BY COP HOW SAD AND UNFORTUNATE. BULLSHIT! DON’T BUY IT, NEVER WILL.

DON’T LIKE IT MOVE! WELL, I’VE CERTAINLY BEEN CONSIDERING IT, THANKS FOR THE SINCERE ASSISTANCE THOUGH.

IT WORKED FOR A WHILE. I WAS FOCUSED ON IMPROVING WHAT WAS LEFT OF MY LIFE AND HAVE BEEN WORKING EXTREMELY HARD (LOST 50lbs) AT THE PROSPECT OF LEAVING THE ONLY “HOME STATE” EVER HAD – but I love my home, well, I use to UNTIL THEY INTENTIONALLY PROVOKED ME AGAIN TO START ANOTHER FIGHT AND DESTROYED THE SECURITY AND SAFETY I THOUGHT I HAD HERE.

THIS MORNING AT 0630HRS SAW A FLASHING YELLOW EMERGENCY LIGHT ON VILLARREAL DRIVE. DON’T KNOW WHAT IT WAS….. INNOCENT NO DOUBT, BUT IN THE BACK OF MY INCREASINGLY CONCERNED GRAY MATTER…… WHAT IF THEY ARE STAGING AGAIN FOR ANOTHER ASSAULT? NAWW,, CALM DOWN LEW.

ALTHOUGH IT STILL BOTHERED ME WHAT THEY HAD DONE, I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. TIME WAS RUNNING OUT – I’M OLD BUT COULD STILL REMEMBER YOUNG.

THEY JUST COULDN’T LEAVE ME ALONE!

THEY HAD TO POKE AND PROD IN AN

EFFORT TO “RATTLE MY CAGE” ONCE

AGAIN TO SEE WHAT MIGHT

HAPPEN….. BUT OF COURSE, THEY ALREADY

KNEW EXACTLY WHAT WOULD HAPPEN –

I’D BE SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF AGAIN!

OR EVEN BETTER (FOR THESE COWARDS AND CHEATS),

TO MANUFACTURE THE “LEGAL

OPPORTUNITY” TO PAY ME BACK FOR

INCONVENIENCING THEIR WRONGFUL

CONTROL OF OTHERS BEFORE I MANAGED

TO LEAVE THIS NIGHTMARE OF INJUSTICE

AND FIND HAPPINESS SOME WHERE ELSE

TO LIVE WHAT IS LEFT OF THIS LIFE

ALONE AND AWAY FROM SUCH EVIL,

DUPLICITOUS FAILURES AS LEGITIMATE

PUBIC SERVANTS.

AGAIN, THEY INTERRUPTED AND

DESTROYED MY PLANS FOR ISOLATED

HAPPINESS.

LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL? HA!

SO, GUESS THE CRIME BUSINESS IS SO SLOW NOW THEY MUST GO OUT AND MANUFACTURE PROBLEMS TO SOLVE? (GOOD FOR THE CLEARANCE RATE OF CASES)

HERE’S AN IDEA….WHY NOT PICK ON SOMEONE WITH A HISTORY OF BEING A LOUD MOUTH?

SOMEONE THEY HAD ALREADY SET UP ONCE BEFORE 24 YEARS AGO, BUT WERE UNABLE TO FINISH THE JOB WITH A TRADITIONAL GOOD ‘OL ASS WHIPPING FOR OBSTRUCTION OF A PEACE OFFICER BECAUSE THAT SMART ASS MANAGED TO REDIRECTED THE INVESTIGATION BACK TOWARDS THEM!

WELFARE CHECK OR ROUND TWO?

WHY TWO OFFICERS FOR A WELLNESS CHECK?

OFFICER SAFETY? WERE THEY READY TO START ROUND TWO NOW THAT SUFFICIENT TIME HAD APPARENTLY PASSED FROM THE FIRST INTENTIONAL VIOLATION OF MY CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS AS A US CITIZEN MINDING THEIR BUSINESS ON THEIR OWN PROPERTY?

THAT COMMUNITY CARE DOCTRINE IS INHERENTLY DANGEROUS ANYWAY, I MEAN, GOING INTO SOMEONE’S HOME WITHOUT THEIR PERMISSION OR AGREEMENT. INNOCENT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN KILLED IN THEIR OWN FUCKING HOMES BECAUSE THEY WERE LEGITIMATELY OUTRAGED AT THE UNEXPECTED INTRUSION INTO “THEIR CASTLE”!

HUMMMM, IS IT REASONABLE TO BELIEVE THOSE OFFICERS HAD ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHO I WAS? OR THAT THE SAME PROPERTY HAD BEEN THE SCENE OF AN EMBARRASSING MULTI COUNTY OPERATION TO ARREST AN ALLEGED VIOLENT INDIVIDUAL WHO HAD APPARENTLY HELD OFF COUNTLESS FIRETRUCKS AND EMERGENCY LAW ENFORCEMENT VEHICLES AND PERSONNEL WITH A SHEATHED 6″ FIXED BLADE BUCK KNIFE HANGING FROM A BELT SUPPORTED WITH A WIDE BANDS OF RAINBOW SUSPENDERS WHILE STANDING (VERY PAINFULLY STANDING FOR SEVERAL HOURS I MIGHT ADD) INSIDE HIS OWN LOCKED 6’ HIGH CHAIN LINK FENCE – MY GOD! THEY NEEDED SWAT AND AUXILIARY LIGHTING FOR A PROLONGED ASSAULT DURING THE DARKNESS OF NIGHT FOR SUCH A DANGEROUS AND VIOLENT INDIVIDUAL? CRAP! WOULD IT HAVE BEEN TOO SUSPICIOUS TO JUST SHOOT HIM WHILE INSIDE HIS COMPOUND FENCE, …..WE NEED TO GET HIM TO APPROACH US AT THE PEDESTRIAN GATE….. COME ON OVER AND TALK TO US…….

NO WAY — THIS HOME BOY COULD SEE THAT COMING A MILE OFF. BEAT UP AND DRAGGED TO JAIL FOR CONTEMPT OF COP AND NOT ASKING “HOW HIGH” WHEN ORDERED TO JUMP? WHO IS GOING TO BELIEVE SUCH A VIOLENT INDIVIDUAL WHO NEEDED TO BE UNMERCIFULLY BEAT UP FOR DEMANDING THAT HIS CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS WERE NOT VIOLATED AGAIN BY OVER ZEALOUS WHOM I HAD OBVIOUSLY ANGERED? THANKS JUDGE. YOU GREATLY COMPLICATED MY LIFE FOR NOT WANTING TO HEAR THE TRUTH — FOR A CHANGE.

OCTOBER 4TH 2024 : PREPOSTEROUS!

WITHOUT EVEN BEING IN MY HOME THEY AGAIN COME ARMED AND READY FOR BUSINESS.

PERHAPS A TEAM OF DEPENDABLE SPECIALIZED ANTAGONISTS THAT ANTICIPATED, HELL, EXPECTED ME TO DO JUST WHAT I’M DOING RIGHT NOW – (ALTHOUGH ON A COMPUTER IN THE ONCE PRIVATE CONFINES OF MY OWN HOME) SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF ABOUT UNSCRUPULOUS METHODS FOR SUSPICIOUS CITIZEN CONTACT. YES, NO DOUBT I WOULD HAVE BEEN YELLING AT THEM TO GET THE HELL OUT OF MY HOUSE.

SO WAS THE OTHER OFFICER THERE AS A WITNESS AS TO WHY THEY MIGHT HAVE HAD TO EVENTUALLY BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF ME IN MY OWN HOME OR MURDER ME BECAUSE I WAS SO UNREASONABLE, UNCONTROLLABLE AND RESISTANT AND JUST COULDN’T ACCEPT THAT THEY WERE ONLY THERE TO MERELY CONFIRM I WAS SAFE, ALIVE AND IN GOOD HEALTH IN THE FORMER PRIVACY OF MY OWN HOME? CRAP, A TELEPHONE CALL COULD HAVE DONE THAT. TALKING WITH NEIGHBORS WOULD HAVE CONFIRMED I OFTEN TAKE EXTENDED TRIPS.

SORRY.

“DOES NOT COMPUTE” FOR THIS HUMAN.

ONLY A FACADE OF SINCERE PUBLIC SERVICE TO CONTINUE WHAT THEY’VE DONE ALL ALONG, HARASS AND PUNISH ME FOR BEING OUTSPOKEN ON THIS WEBSITE AND TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT DISHONEST AND CONSPIRATORIAL LOWLIFE CREEPS (SOME OF THEM) ACTUALLY ARE — ALONG WITH THEIR VARIOUS LDPOA (LAKE DON PEDRO OWNERS ASSOCIATION) AND LDPCSD (LAKE DON PEDRO COMMUNITY SERVICES DISTRICT) ACCOMPLICES. (BOTH CROOKED AS A DOG’S HIND LEG!)

WOLVES IN SHEEPLE CLOTHING!

THESE PEOPLE ARE PUBLIC DESTROYERS, NOT SERVANTS.

That’S it! Need to find a good pair of glasses and bring my blood pressure down FROM THIS

LIVING NIGHTMARE FROM WHICH THEY REFUSE TO ALLOW ME TO EXIT!

Later Lew