Been here before and know what to expect

Much easier than first time when I thought heart attack

As long as I’m in my “safe place” and can cry privately

The pain will flow out through reflection, of whatever is bothering me

This home sure was my castle where the majority of my life spent

But just like Castle AFB fear it’s duty time now spent

Claim they were here to assist me but showed it in a peculiar way

And when I think of all you’ve done to me – I honestly don’t know what to say.

(but sure as hell will keep trying to find the right fucking words).

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Otherwise,

My best to you and yours, Lew