PS: IT IS NOT YOUR SPEAKER(S)! As said below – somewhere in this public meltdown of what the &^%$ happened when <STOP!> “the incident” occur <STOP!> the recent posts have drawn on past posts containing some of the first LAMEs (Lew’s Almost Music Expression) and the sound quality is not that great and often the “bass notes” are a bit over whelming and make unpleasant speaker noise – [of course I am not saying any of the LAMEs are any good because I’m not a trained musician, only an old fart who bought some equipment on Amazon and starting experimenting and doing A LOT OF EDITING! lol Never-the-less, I found it quite enjoyable and therapeutic for the insanity displayed within OUR COUNTRY (THE PEOPLE’S COUNTRY) for many years. But I digress. As always.]

So, whatever quality might exist, it also fluctuates quite a bit with not only the passage of time with production, but the

FRIGG’N ATTITUDE

AT THE TIME AS WELL!

…. if you catch my drift.

My best to you and yours, Lew

I should have also noted below that even the “good memories”, almost forgotten with the passage of time and pace of life, can have significant emotional results that can be very misleading. Even to the point that at first blush, the memory seems to hurt so bad when recalled it must therefore also be a “bad memory of a bad time” because of the high degree of emotional expression and response. Ahhh, but that is not necessarily true and was/is primarily a matter of perspective. You know, the old “glass half full, or half empty”. (As someone I love and respect very much recently reminded me.) So yes, very sad how and why she left, but the past and enduring rewards of our time together far outweighed the natural heartache of a best friend headed for that rainbow bridge. Yeah? And we very slowly forget (or successfully suppress and wrap for that hallway closet? lol) that nagging pain of losing a beloved companion. (Which of course could be a goldfish to a five year old child, or an almost 10 year old German Shepherd Dog to a senior citizen. It’s all perspective with the corresponding reactions and acceptance depending upon a myriad of variables in “life”. )

TARA’S LIFE WAS STILL ENHANCING MINE EVEN YEARS LATER

The loss was certainly painful but when considered in light of all the good years Tara and I had together before her death, perhaps the emotional result of having that “sense of absolute loss reignited momentarily” again (by viewing an old video made at the time) is actually a BLESSING IN DISGUISE by forcing re-acknowledgment of the wonderful years actually spent together?

Yeah, not too clear. Shorthand – many people know the pain of loosing a beloved companion – a living animal they loved very much (Interrupting little smart ass voice says: “So get your head out of your ass and think about the totality of what that relationship actually meant and how it enriched the lives of two different species for almost ten years.”

So anyway, while trying to organize this mess of files I found this. I certainly hadn’t forgotten that sweet girl, but watching the video brought it all back like it was yesterday – and you know what? I am truly thankful.

MISTAKES MISTAKES MISTaAKAES! lol

I often find numerous mistakes in previous posts but don’t like to go back and change things if unnecessary for clarification or “readability/listening”. Perhaps some kind of character flaw, I see obvious errors in all sorts of public information and much of the time the reader/listener can “automatically” adjust the error in their own head and continue absorbing whatever….. but I MADE THE MISTAKE ON MY WEBSITE….so it’s different. lol

Case in point. Below I corrected the original lyric that had the word “hated”, which was a typo, instead of “hatred”. (I could have also misspelled it while typing and the spell checker replaced the word had I been in the word processor, but I wasn’t it was “off the cuff” composition on the blog without the more logical approach of typing in the processor then “pasting into the post”. Of course not all “writing options” make the trip successfully to the post which causes more difficulties. Just like the guitar, Casio keyboard, cameras, computers, cell phone, etc….. I don’t have the knowledge to use them to their full capabilities and am content with just “getting the basic job done” for my purposes.

Yup, thought about leaving the error “as is” because of how it was used in the sentence – considering a reader’s “auto correct” understanding because of the context of it’s use in the statement. But I couldn’t let it go……especially with a word like “hated”.

“Your hated….” with a viewer’s auto-correct understanding not contextually correct , might see it as “You’re hated…..”, in stead of “Your hatred….”, so I corrected it and just wanted to be “up front” with what done since the original post. Again, probably no big deal.

My best to you and yours, Lew

Thought I’d try uploading to YouTube again for scrolling lyrics.

My best to you and yours, Lew

My best to you and yours, Lew

TRYING TO THINK OF SOMETHING ELSE

While sifting through old files looking for a particular piece of information, I run across all sorts of things that either elicit good memories or bad memories. Like everyone no doubt when rummaging around boxes filled with the past. Unfortunately due to “semi recent events” I am essentially being compelled to intentionally research, locate and organize the stored situational examples (old images/videos, transcripts; blogs; LAMEs; complaints, instances and evidence of harassment; etc., which as a reasonable prudent person might recognize, are likely to produce “bad memories”. Unfortunately these old bad memories are inexorably related to the most recent “incident” (producing more “bad memories” that I will again have to attempt to forget with time, distance and avoiding “triggers” by ignorant insensitive people who only want to control others.

Every frigg’n minute I am painfully reminded of what “the powers that be” are doing right now ….. working with attorneys and consultants trying to justify in any way possible (including attacking AN INNOCENT PERSON THEY MADE A VICTIM IN THE FIRST PLACE) because of a totally unprofessional, suspicious, and pitiful example of the Community Care Doctrine permitting law enforcement officers to enter a “constitutionally protected space” for the purpose of a “wellness check and search” to make certain and injured or incapacitated person didn’t need some sort of assistance. No doubt such an exception as rescued and saved many lives that otherwise would have likely been lost. No problem with the intent of the doctrine, but like always, only takes a few to mess it up for everyone else. This “side step to the 4th Amendment” Right to Privacy required that law enforcement had reasonable cause to believe there was an emergency (exigent circumstances) to justify forcible entry into someone’s home without a warrant or invitation..

Fine and dandy, but this situation does not (in my opinion based on my own experience and recent research on “wellness checks” in police training manuals, handbooks and videos) support a reasonable argument, much less conclusion, that any exigent circumstances existed. But even more important and to the point, had a proper preliminary investigation occurred prior to the forcible entry and subsequent setting off of the intrusion alarm in my home, none of this would have occurred.

So again, what were the deputies thinking after receiving what information? What were those deputies told, and by whom, to make them believe (or pretend to believe?) there was an emergency in my home? Or that I, we, were even home that day? Come on now…… what happened to situational awareness? Trailer and truck (when home) are always clearly visible through the chain link fence.

CRAP! I’LL TRY AGAIN….

So, all this digging around looking for “bad memories” from YEARS OF PAST HARASSMENT fits right in with this most recent experience, except this time it was far more dangerous for everyone involved; motivated by extreme hatred (political TDS my guess), but has once again, intentionally and severely disrupted my life. All because of little cowards making false, malicious requests for law enforcement services.

Sure, we all have bad memories about different subjects and for a variety of reasons. Times you wouldn’t mind forgetting all together if you actually could . Sometimes very long periods may pass before that painful memory (and resulting array of attached emotions and behaviors) springs out like some crouched wild hungry animal in the brush, patiently waiting for just the right day, moment, nano-second to spring into action pouncing on its prey. Crap. We are the prey.

I had a “professional” once explain a cycle like definition of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). Like assorted packages stuffed in a hallway closet, with each “traumatic experience” represented as a package. Packages of course varied in size, bulkiness and weight according to the “severity of the trauma”, maybe a golf bag? Or a small, but very heavy bag of pennies. Anyway, when “bad things happen” we eventually wrap them up the best we can and shove them in that closet. But the process is haphazard for expediency and getting on with life and we perhaps don’t give the process sufficient time to do the healing work? Whatever. Naturally the closet is filling up. Especially that top shelf that is so crammed with packages and differing items jammed in there, the door is sometimes difficult to close.

Then one day something happens, big shock? Expected shock? Surprise shock? Big traumatic event? Small one? May not even matter what that triggering last package was because when you open that hallway closet door to shove and push another emotional package in there….. you know…..everything comes tumbling out in an emotional avalanche.

“DID YOU HEAR THAT? THERE’S SOMETHING IN THE BUSHES….”

Yeah some traumatic painful things are never really gone so we live with them the best we can, distract ourselves with more pleasurable activities and thoughts and sincerely attempt to avoid those situations where a reasonable exposure to “triggers” are foreseeable and likely to occur. Oh crap! That means life in general!

We live with those bad memories, obviously aware of the damaging effects in the past of obsessing about the WHYs – especially when those charged with protecting us from intentional violation of law, are actually the ones executing the harassment and creating the pain, whether knowingly or unintentionally they were participants the the injury is the same. Then to top off an already stressful and anxiety producing situation, the victim of the whole mess is to be attacked and discredited? So the real purpose of any investigation (after the cops step into it and can’t hide or scrape it all off their boots) is to “defending the county fund” by saying I was somehow responsible for their failures? (tracking dog crap all over the clean floors of my rights to privacy?” Getting foggy again. At least those “jolts” can help wake one sometimes.

Attacking me again wouldn’t even be necessary if there was a semblance of respect or concern for the victims they create. NEVER CALLED ME ADMITTING THE SHERIFF’S OFFICE HAD SET OFF MY ALARM WHILE ENTERING TO CHECK ON MY WELLNESS? Wrongful behavior, deception and cover up. All unnecessary if honesty were practiced to build integrity.

JUST LIKE THE PACK RAT INFESTED DESERT TUG?

So when you think about it, it’s just like that desert 36sq cabin on a utility trailer being over-run with rodents and their nasty, stinky habits, (normal and natural some might argue) that horrid odor is not ever really gone, you just become “nose blind” to the stench. But get away from it for a while working outside and you might think that stink just magically disappeared and you were finally free of that vile and nasty odor. Until you walk back towards the cabin (or the wind shifts – which it does all the time!) and are shockingly repelled by the smell before ever stepping inside.

Are you following this?

When I was on the desert working extremely long hard grueling hours, I was happy again, because I knew what had to be done to make progress on the ultimate goal. Even realized that at my age I may not be able to reach that destination of building another place where I could feel safe so I should focus on enjoying the journey to the destination, not necessarily achieving that destination goal. Just be happy with the prospect of having a place to go and enjoy the work and be happy! Whether actually able to complete the plan or not, I’ve been trying to enjoy the journey and was happy.

But upon returning home and pulling into my driveway….(you know what’s coming right?)

coming “home” to Lake Don Pedro, well, it reminded me of walking right back into that cabin and taking a deep nasal inhale of the stench that slaps me in the face! I was away from it for a while and happy, but I came back to what I thought was a home.

SEE? CAN”T GET AWAY FROM IT

So I found a lot of material that I quickly produced to preserve the concept as a “place holder” where I might return in the future and recycle it in another project – usually because the general idea just cracked me up. Yeah some possible future use, because as already established somewhere in the above pages of repetitious blah blah blah frustration and angst:

“Hello I’m Lew no doubt a Pack Rat too”.

“Hello to you too I’m Pack Rat Lew” ?

“Hello to you! I’m Pack Rat Lew”

whatever….

OK, need to break this obsessive thinking about what is known at this point about a highly suspicious and possibly intentional violation of my 4^th Amendment Rights to privacy (among other potential violations of existing law), blah blah blah (still trying) so….. the “recent event”.

NEEDED ONE ANYWAY AND IT WAS FUN

I purchased a sewing machine for stitching large sections of shade cloth together to provide shade for that southern redwood deck that gets blistering hot in the summer. Hand sewing was getting to be too much on the old digits so I researched and found a machine widely used in high schools – in their Home Economics courses. What better recommendation yeah? It was a blast (except for thread bobbin tangles and broken needles etc) sewing patches on jeans and shirts, bolstering areas that appeared too worn and would tear soon; and just playing around learning the machine.

Thus the birth of: SENIOR SEWING CITIZEN

https://youtu.be/9VKjrVJclCE

CONTINUED ATTEMPT AT OBSESSION DIVERSION

Yeah, I know, rather boring video but, you know, the older I get the more appreciative I am for taking the time to record these “glimpses” of a past life. Who knows, maybe if I make it that far in longevity and become some drooling husk in a wheelchair or home hospital bed; parked in front of a television set or computer monitor, well, at least I would be watching and listening to a familiar person that I trusted and could relate. Perhaps (hopefully) even having some audible and recognizable strings of sporadic laughter that could be occasionally cajoled out of my twisted, wrinkled face and sagging drooling mouth? Wonder if I’d even continue to know and realize who that guy was on the TV and why he was encouraging me?

(NOTE to self, start work on an end of life video production for viewing when/if incapacitated, in wheelchair, and can’t graze and dance with the Antelope anymore. lol)

KEEP BUSY WITH “SOMETHING ELSE PLAN”

I wanted to add some video to the below advertisement for my “Covid Lock Down PONCHO PROJECT”, because I actually used that DIY Poncho (assembled from old towels, T-shirts and other cotton linen material) on this last trip to the desert. A beautiful late afternoon but that traditional body chill (lower spine to base of neck – often with a quick involuntary “shudder or shake” reaction) was quickly approaching due to the vanishing warm sunlight blocked by a 2,000′ rocky range rising to the west. I don’t know about the rest of you, but when I get that “spontaneous quivering body shake” I’m not going to get warmer without doing something to prevent it from getting worse! duh

OF COURSE THAT “CHILL” INTERRUPTS and

often disrupts an enjoyable time just observing the changing desert landscape as a gigantic shadow, complete with the elevated peaks and ridges and lower canyons and gullies, (their shadows) slowly creeping to the east and across the valley in route to another towering range as it cools the land below. Yeah, that late afternoon chill encourages a “sit down” by the wood stove for a bit or some immediate additional clothing. lol

I knew what was coming and that “chill” was going to disrupt the current activity of watching the Antelope as music pumped out of the speakers. That silly Covid Poncho had been hanging in the trailer for a long time, so, why not? Rather than stop the enjoyable activity of watching the Antelope – throw on your COVID TOWEL PONCHO for a little extra warmth!

SO FAR SO GOOD

They were accepting me thus far and I didn’t want to ruin it by drastically changing my appearance and frightening them. They had already accepted my presence, or at least were tolerating it with such ease they continued to slowly graze – getting closer and closer.

So I’m wearing my “COVID PONCHO” and repeating that same slow bending over position and performing my “fake grazing techniques” with arms dangling down as front legs, and slowly moving, meandering about with own practiced grazing routine while my wild animal friends occasionally lifted heads to confirm their safety – from that strange animal that had now drastically changed appearance with a long flowing split “robe with ties on the sides” sporting an old Grateful Dead T-shirt sewn to the front – yes, was quite different from the prior outfit of a pair of open toe sandals and brightly colored boxer shorts! lol

DANCES WITH ANTELOPE

The performance ultimately turned into a slow moving dance to the song Corazon Espinado….by Carlos Santana, Supernatural. [Have another blah blah blah, related to how this music (the above particular song), could touch me with a presentation regarding emotional pain which I could “feel”, despite not understanding the lyrics (not bilingual) and actually thinking the music was somewhat more uplifting and not depressing like a traditional “sad song” might sound. Later out of curiosity looked up the song title and explanation: A Broken (Pierced) Heart!

KNOW ITS THERE BUT

So I’ve been looking through GBs of material trying to locate those few minutes of a COVID PONCHO ANTELOPE DANCE (yeah, I know “Dances with Antelope” should be my private tribal name. I’m going to quit for now.

So for the below audio you’ll just have to imagine various images and video of an old fart in a DIY COVID LOCK DOWN TOWEL PONCHO slowing dancing in front of a herd of Antelope. Ahhh, miss them already.

NOTE: BELOW THIS AUDIO FILE IS A “YOUTUBE LYRIC VIDEO” (scrolling lyrics easier to understand)

I’ll find that video (Poncho and Antelope) somewhere…dances with Antelope? geeezzz

WHOA! Found the video lyrics just a little while ago — a different file extension prevented me from locating it earlier for this post. No biggie really, but some of the lyrics are difficult to hear on the audio. My files are a mess but slowly getting better organized. lol

<below> Here’s a revision that was posted on this site (I have forgotten how much blah blah blah and video already posted! No wonder I’m always having storage difficulties.)

Over four years ago? My how time flies when your country was being destroyed from within by those who obviously do not believe in the US Constitution, Bill or Rights or existing statutory law.

The following was an attempt to help illustrate….. oh heck, you’ll see …

Can you recall the tune that goes with the above lyrical lol?

My best to you and yours, Lew

While learning more about this Community Wellness Doctrine and its ability to circumvent our right to privacy under the 4^th Amendment, (under specific exigent/emergency conditions) I came across the below document by the United Nations Office on Drugs and Crime; Handbook on police accountability, oversight and integrity.

https://www.unodc.org/pdf/criminal_justice/Handbook_on_police_Accountability_Oversight_and_Integrity.pdf

BELOW ARE SOME PARAGRAPHS FROM THAT HANDBOOK but I removed the pages of footnotes which made reading the actual text difficult, so if interested in the footnotes please refer to the above link for the entire handbook. Also if you see an errant number somewhere in the below text – I missed that one!

Anyway, the below paragraphs are chronologically correct, but just missing the numbers and corresponding lengthy footnotes that can be FOUND USING THE ABOVE LINK (don’t want to be accused of trying to conceal or misrepresent anything…..PLUS I didn’t allow the word processor to correct the spelling of words it flagged, or to substitute another for what originally there! lol)

So here’s the 411 which struck me as being pertinent and supportive of my perspective regarding the law enforcement “wellness check and search” at my home on October 4^th 2024 while I was away.

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A. Democratic policing: key concepts

The mechanisms established by States to protect people’s rights, establish and maintain

order and guarantee stability and security are usually referred to collectively as the security

sector. An important actor in the security sector is the police, whose functions, as a

minimum, are:

” Prevention and detection of crime

” Maintenance of public order

” Provision of assistance to the public

In order to carry out these functions, the police have certain powers, namely the power to

arrest and detain and the power to use force. It is precisely this monopoly on the use of

force and the power to arrest and detain that place the police in a unique and sensitive

position within the democratic State, so that adequate control mechanisms are required

to ensure that these powers are consistently used in the public interest. Like any other

public service, the police must operate with impartiality.”

“The description of the police as the strong arm of the State reflects their authorization

to enforce laws and policies defined by State institutions. In some countries, this leads

to State representatives trying to influence the police to serve their interests rather than

the public interest (known as political interference). Others therefore prefer to regard

the police as a service to the public, with the emphasis on the requirement for the police

to be responsive to the people’s needs, given that they are carrying out their functions

on the people’s behalf. However, it may be difficult to define the people and their needs

because in many countries, different social groups may have different expectations

about how the police should respond to certain situations.”

“Neither acting exclusively on the instructions of State representatives nor simply

honouring public requests will ensure policing in the public interest. To enable

impartiality, including political impartiality, and non-arbitrary professional

decision-making—in particular with regard to the use of police powers—the police

must be allowed to use independent professional judgement when responding to

particular situations.”

“The police leadership must be granted sufficient autonomy to decide, within an

established budgetary framework and in line with laws and policies, how to respond to

law-and-order situations and how to allocate resources, based on their professional

expertise and intelligence as well as on their community contacts, subsequently

accounting for their decisions. This is known as operational independence.

In other words, appropriate police action involves finding a balance between serving the

State (which, in itself, must serve the public interest), serving the public (with its

potentially varying community needs), and police professionalism.’

“The operational independence of the police leadership filters down to rank-and-file

officers, where it takes the form of discretion (or discretionary powers). While on duty,

a police officer typically has discretionary power in deciding which deviant behaviour to

act on (obviously, acting within the bounds established in national law and policy).

Exercising some discretion is at the very heart of policing: not every offence is worthy

of police action nor is police action always the best solution to a problem. Additionally,

police officers typically have some room for manoeuvre when using police powers, with

the authority to make decisions on such matters as how much force to use and on

whether to carry out arrests or searches.

Operational independence requires police:

” To have a high degree of professionalism and independence from political

influences

” To act in conformity with the law and established policies

” To operate on the basis of public consent (within the framework of the law),

as evidenced by levels of public confidence

” To take responsibility for their decisions and operations, accepting liability

when required, and to exhibit full transparency in decisions and openness to

external scrutiny

In other words, good policing is policing that is both effective and fair. Police who are

ineffective, or illegitimate or unfair, in protecting the public against crime will lose the

public’s confidence. Good policing is policing with legitimacy on the basis of public

consent, rather than repression.”

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Like a frigg’n bee buzzing inside my head that I can’t shoo away!

What were deputies doing in my home on that October 4th day?

What were Sheriff Deputies thinking at the time of their forced entry into my secured property?

What information and/or evidence supports a reasonable belief that an emergency existed or that I was even at home when my pickup truck, utility camping trailer, and companion German Shepherd Dog Liz were absent – as has been the case many times during the last 3-1/2 years of excursions to the desert?

My best to you and yours, Lew

PS Question:

Since I DID NOT UNDERLINE, BOLDFACE, OR MODIFY THE TEXT in anyway, can you guess which sentences and paragraphs I thought might be particularly relevant to the incident at my home?

later!

Yesterday I spoke with Captain Smith again, our conversations have been polite and courteous, but there I was once again, asking for legitimate answers to important questions as to what happened on October 4^th, 2024 at my residence when law enforcement officers forcibly entered my property and searched my house (while I was out of state) ostensibly to check to see if I was safe – the very information that should have been relayed to me immediately after the incident…assuming it was an honest mistake for whatever reason. Contrary to the disinformation campaign against me, I am a reasonable person when treated reasonably.

WHAT COULD THEY HAVE DONE AFTER THE BREACH?

In this particular case, with those involved BEING VERY MUCH AWARE OF MY SELF INITIATED SERVICE CONNECTED DISABILITY RETIREMENT FROM LAW ENFORCEMENT AND EMOTIONAL RESPONSE TO WHAT I KNOW ARE VIOLATIONS OF MY RIGHTS AND ABUSE OF AUTHORITY….

I would have suggested having a conference call where the news and particulars of the incident were explained with some SENSITIVITY for a former fellow deputy who isn’t anti-law enforcement but intolerant to those that intentionally harm others through abuse of their discretionary authority under color of law an <STOP!> …

some patience and understanding that the subject matter might be emotionally disturbing to me, not just anyone, but me as an individual who has been forced to tolerate such garbage. They could have assured me it was the truth being relayed regardless of however messed up it might appear at first blush. I would have apprehensively thanked them, ask that someone please close the roll up garage door and put a lock on the chain at the corner pedestrian gate. I would have closed down camp and headed home and hopefully confirmed everything relayed was supported with what evidence I possessed. Had everything been honest and forthright to begin with, my CCTV recordings would only substantiate the truth REPORTED TO ME IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE INCIDENT. Everyone learned a lesson with little harm.

But that’s not what happened. They immediately went into “circle the wagons mode” because: I was the OUTSIDE ENEMY, however, that response only made things worse by encouraging even more suspicion and doubt than already existed.

Reminiscent of the adage “the cover-up is often worse than the crime”

I told the Captain I did not want to harm the deputies as I understood how mistakes could be made, as I made many myself as an officer (although I don’t recall intentionally violating someone’s rights out of spite or anger for that individual).

As said above, somewhere I believe, I still support law enforcement generally (don’t send LE organizations money, that’s reserved for other discretionary priority contributions like the National Rifle Association, or donations to POLITICIANS I HONESTLY BELIEVE SUPPORT OUR CONSTITUTION AND RULE OF LAW AND COULD ACTUALLY MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN, ETC), but once again having my rights to privacy and security violated UNDER HIGHLY SUSPICIOUS CIRCUMSTANCES by the same agency as 24 years ago?

I INTERRUPT THIS REGULARLY SCHEDULED BLAH BLAH BLAH

WITH A SPECIAL UP TO THE MOMENT REPORT…..

THE GOOD PEOPLE FAR OUT NUMBER THE EVIL, AND THEY WILL SPEAK UP WHEN NECESSARY.

WHILE COMPOSING THIS BLOG POST I WAS ABLE TO CONFIRM A CRUCIAL ASPECT OF THIS SUSPICIOUS WELLNESS CHECK THAT I HAVE CONTENDED SINCE FIRST AWARE OF THE ALLEGED CIRCUMSTANCES OF THIS EVER EVOLVING NIGHTMARE.

(this time figuratively and literally)

No doubt you will know soon. Now back to the whining and crying about what we’re told and what actually happens…..

I asked for a copy of the deputy’s report (which apparently left out some very important information such as the triggering of my security alarm by deputies and what caused them to believe I was even home, alive or otherwise) – because the Captain had not interviewed the deputy yet and he could not comment. OK, but to me inside my ever expanding distrust, five days and the Captain of that division wasn’t aware of the circumstances of a potential 4^th Amendment Violation of Civil Rights lawsuit due to actions by his deputies that was also apparently approved by a senior Sheriff Commander or something? Don’t know, haven’t seen that brief report as the Captain referred to the deputies narrative report.

I was quite pleased the Captain would be forwarding the report digitally via email, so I gave him my requested email address so it could be sent to my computer. (Or did I make another mistake by providing that email address and now might also be subject to a meticulous check for suspicious communications with the Russians? The CCP? Etc. Calm down. Relax. Who cares?

Did I mention while pursing some law enforcement websites regarding 4^th Amendment violations training, the recommendation for agencies that had already crossed that line and were going to be sued was to essentially dig up everything they could on the complainant and paint them in the worst possible light as possible. (I guess also a no brain-er when “defending public funds”.)

NOW HAVE A SPELL CHECKER AGAIN – BUT IT ALSO REPLACES WORDS I TYPE

Just got a word processor with a dictionary. When I substituted an SSD (Solid State Drive) for my failing main drive years ago WORD did not make it over intact and I lost the dictionary, thesaurus, and other options but could continue writing with WordPad w/o dictionary and other features. For years like that.

DICTIONARY PLUS UNWANTED WORD REPLACEMENT!

Anyway, decided I needed one with all the fun writing options because I may be doing a lot of writing in the near future because of the possibility my “leftist friends” really don’t want me to leave, but just didn’t know how to express their feelings? So they interfered with my creating a potential new home site away from their dangerous childish games and their attempted domination of residents, suppression of 1^st Amendment Rights (website attacks) ; destroying the security and privacy of my home – 4^th Amendment violations, possibly even attempted infringement of my 2^nd Amendment -depending on the motive for that illegal search of my home under guise of wellness check search, – you now, the right to legally own and possess firearms shall not be infringed? I mean, if someone told the cops a person had dangerous and illegal weapons in their house, and the house was obviously empty with the owner being out of state….. maybe just a little peek? A “planned quick look” to make sure no fully automatic machine guns, grenades, or atomic bombs were decorating my interior walls. And that howitzer cannon down hill? Oh my. Who knows? Especially when deception and refusal to contact was the initial planned response pursued.

OH – maybe they hate me so much they just didn’t want me to be happy somewhere else without them? You know, leave them to stew in the tumultuous environment of duplicity, betrayal and greed they created themselves all the while hiding under the camouflage of dedicated public service? Or were they just trying to speed up my development of a potential relocation plan?

Heck, I don’t really know what these TDS afflicted cowardly morons were doing, but so far my instincts have been right on track. Perhaps these chronic frauds, playing roles as honest people, were just pain bored and wanted me to write some more stuff and decided to provide me with something of which I would REALLY BE “MOST REACTIVE”. Yup, some pretty cruel excuses for “community care” supporters, God have mercy on whatever is motivating such disregard for another person’s health and well being.

How sweet of you little lowlife cowardly unAmerican demo rats. Well, if encouraging me to write – you got it! Might even suspend other things I’ve worked towards for the last 3-1/2 years because of what you have done to me – I just got a word processor program again, after years of no spell check and the other bell and whistle options.

Anyway just saw the inserted word “brain-er” with the hyphen and thought “brain-error” and immediately thought of my tormentors. They need serious help.

SO WHERE WERE WE?

Yup, absolutely thrilled I could finally read what the deputy actually reported about this suspicious “wellness check & search” gone terribly wrong. (The first time I spoke with the Captain, I’m not sure if he realized there were even two deputies present for this “wellness check” heck, I didn’t know until viewing my CCTV (Closed Circuit Television) system recording of the incident.

Specifically, I wanted to know who had actually made the request and upon what information that was furnished to law enforcement – because it just didn’t make sense that my mail carrier thought I might have been injured or dead inside my own home when clearly….

(to ANYONE WHO GAVE A RAT’S ASS, AND WOULD HAVE FOLLOWED THE NORMAL COURSE FOR SUCH EMERGENCY ACTIVITIESAS INSTRUCTED AND TRAINED BY PROFESSIONALS IN THIS FIELD OF “COMMUNITY CARE” AND TELEPHONED ME FIRST, CONTACTED MY NEIGHBORS, AND GATHERED AS MUCH PERTINENT INFORMATION AS POSSIBLE BEFORE VIOLATING MY CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS TO PRIVACY AND SECURITY IN MY OWN HOME)

…… I was merely on another traditional Nevada desert excursion as I ….we…..

(with my GSD Liz – You know, I’m going to have a real tough time forgiving you animals for what you’ve done to my best friend. She’s an intelligent and sensitive German Shepherd (going through her own tough time) who is unsure what is happening here in our own home but knows I am hurting. She’s a wonderful companion who does not deserve this either. You people are disgusting excuses for human beings.)

….. done 10 times now in the last 3-1/2 years. Usually 3 times a year.

Unfortunately, I received another call later stating that, unknown to the Captain at the time, their policies had changed and the report could not be sent until I formally requested same on the mariposacounty.org website. He provided the California Government Code Section 7920 as the reason for and explanation for the process.

Naturally I tried to find that section explaining the process but but was having much difficulty locating exactly what I wanted…so I’ll try again later ..then it hit me! AGAIN!

I’VE BEEN HERE BEFORE TOO!

Desperately trying to find out the truth as to what happened, yet here I am again trying to make sense out of pages and pages of legal terminology, references, law revisions and updates……pages and pages of unorganized scribbling on paper….I don’t understand or know what to do now….. CRAP! (Fight Flight Response)

And now also once again, find myself attempting to be my own lawyer – (because of nothing I’ve done wrong but try and live my life as a good citizen the best I could) which met with an obvious horrendous failure back in 2000 with the FALSE ESCAPED FIRE REPORT and my attempt to tell the court what really happened while acting pro per (think that’s Latin for stupid shit -lol).

I tried, but failed miserably with the District Attorney’s provided “non certified transcript” which the Judge refused to accept while also refusing to provide me with sufficient time to obtain a “a certified copy”. Yup, got me good that time and permitted the harassment to only continue and get worse for many more years.

(And I kept those records also – PG&E highly suspicious contact in early morning wanting me to unlock the gate so he could inspect my perfectly working meter? PG&E had no idea or record of who had such crane truck in the area. Sure. Someone changed of my billing address and PG&E attempted to cut off power during house construction, thick file on that peculiar “gotcha” CALFIRE, LDPOA, LDPCSD- Kampa and Board of Defectors, PLANNING DEPARTMENT – public annexation records no longer available? Attempted sting operation for a records request? lol LAFCO (Local Agency Formation Commission)….blah blah blah …. all operating in concert with one another for their leftist perverted view of America)

SO the cheats and liars escaped a public view of what they actually did that night in August of 2000 as documented in their own radio transcript narrative! In other words, they refused to stand by their own outrageous actions that night. And ever since. There is so much more, but I might be reaching some areas where some information should be held back if forced to find some Constitutional Civil Rights barracuda.

This morning I was trying to make sense of this Government Code Section 7920. Have you ever tried to read such material? Round and round you go…..difficult reading, at least for me. Horrible eye strain trying to read the fine print. Lot’s of fine print. lol

Perhaps I am indeed being a very foolish man – once again?

WHY?

Because we all have:

“SKULL WRAPPED SHIT FOR BRAINS!”…lol) and….

<apparently> I haven’t sufficiently learned a critical aspect to such “cooperation” with law enforcement after they error-ed and failed to confine their activities to within the legally approved and prescribed methods of legal operation.

The critical understanding I fail to appreciate ? :

The law enforcement agency can lie to us and be deceptive, but we cannot lie to them (nor would I do such a thing which makes what has happened all that much more …difficult to understand and accept their “information on the incident” that they failed to explain to me while out of state, which only compounded the errors already made with a conscious disregard for me and my property until I started my own investigation….

AND

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…(county)……WILL ALWAYS PROTECT ITSELF FIRST REGARDLESS OF INJURIES OR EVEN DEATH TO INNOCENT VICTIMS – and if a surviving victim, a complaining victim citizen will ALWAYS be one of the last concerns – unless publicity of the event garners support for the victim within that “reasonable group of citizens”. Sorry, pooping out, not functioning too well. Think I’ve hit my limit on pounding on this letter-less keyboard.

You know, that’s another thing about this “roller coaster ride”, sleep deprivation – doesn’t matter whether mechanical (military and LE use of loud speakers, stun and pop grenades, etc.) or emotional triggers that can interrupt sleep, and without it, human beings obviously don’t function too well and won’t clearly interpret and appreciate their environment. They can become edgy, anxious. even paranoid about suspicious and atypical (but perfectly normal circumstances) in their threat elevated environment that triggers that “fight – flight response” the body reacts physically and chemically affecting all systems – and just like any “chemical additive” there is a corresponding “coming down” from a traumatic event and the fear THEY (invaders) WILL DO IT AGAIN due to more concern about county liability than doing what they should have done in the first place. Second place. Third place….etc.

Many opportunities to voluntarily, but even more importantly, honestly, “set the record straight”. I would suspicion to guess county counsel and other advisors likely advise “don’t give anything unless legally required, keep it minimal”, gather as much negative information about the subject as possible; if highly sensitive to something, introduce it and provoke a response and be sure to document, etc.

Where was I, oh yeah, so the person is already traumatized by the unwarranted violation of their Civil Rights under the 4^th Amendment; add to this a hypersensitivity to abuse of government authority, and although never violent is EXTREMELY VOCAL AND OUTSPOKEN about any perceived needless violation of his rights.

So, already confused and stressed about what actually happened and how such a situation as a law enforcement forced entry into his property, uninvited entry into his home setting off the alarm without even a courtesy call to advise of the alleged innocent wellness check that had gone awry.

Example … ALREADY FREAKING OUT AS TO THE WHY THE VIOLATION OF RIGHTS when a suspicious vehicle is observed a couple of miles away with people milling about a tripod and some sort of camera set up apparently pointing in this direction – “FIGHT FLIGHT” for a moment as a sleep deprived brain sorts through known facts and analyzes probability of someone actually spying on them regarding this recent incident. When actually just a newly married couple considering purchasing that subdivision property and had a tripod and video set up to record the big decision and the beautiful view from their planned future home site). Naturally the reasonably functioning, though extremely tired brain, did it’s job and concluded it was another NO BIGGIE – RELAX.

Ahhhh, but all those “FIGHT FLIGHT RESPONSES” even if triggered momentarily about something ultimately deemed innocent and non threatening add up in time and I would doubt they are healthy in a number of ways. What the hell was I writing about, seriously….? Lol

OH YEAH, so now I read about how “defending the county” means demeaning and diminishing my legitimate complaint of demanding to know what the hell happened inside my home while away. (See? Just typing that, the speed of the words were flying out of my brain and through my fingertips to the monitor that is ……)

HERE WE GO AGAIN – DARE TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE

So, will more disinformation/misinformation once again be scooped up like fresh dog shit on a wet November morning, scooped up and molded in their devious, experienced and trembling hands – due to perhaps a deep down recognition or realization that they are indeed guilty of not only causing this bad situation but then exacerbating it needlessly with an obvious cover up and stalling of a victim trying to find out what happened. This does not build a trusting relationship.

Will they then compact their response down to an oozy but rounded lump the size of a baseball and hurl the same into my face again just to see how much of their answer sticks and further antagonizes and angers me?

Sniff your hands while explaining how justice works again would you please? You brought this to me – I was minding my own business in another state – what were you doing in my home?

Your concern for the victims of such abuse is obvious as you prepare to vilify me (if you follow the advice in those Wellness Check and Search training information pamphlets for law enticement problems with violation of Civil Rights): attack the victim!

Reminds me of how rape victims were routinely abused again in court when the rapist’s attorney would imply that women dressing provocatively were actually asking to be raped? Left out something of major importance…. The rapist, his client, was a sick animal that couldn’t control his impulses for whatever reason and should be punished. No excuses to blame the victim for what a violent offender does.)

WHAT NOW? WHAT NEXT?

But then again, maybe you won’t follow the suggested “attack plan” against your victims because you certainly didn’t follow the instructions on how to perform a proper wellness check and search according to existing law in the first place to avoid a Civil Rights Violation lawsuit. But would it be reasonable to not follow the “to escape or mitigate liability” for violations ALREADY COMMITTED advice in those same training programs? Just ignore what negligence or intentional failure to follow law can do to other innocent human beings minding their own private personal business?

The government’s attitude appears to be that the victim’s injuries sustained (by the government’s wrongful activity), are “minimal” “really not that bad” and the victim’s proclaimed resulting pain, suffering, anguish and distress, etc. are being unreasonably amplified far beyond the actual damage done and should be dismissed as frivolous or exaggerated because

(soft patriotic music background)

after all, law enforcement is here to protect and defend all citizens, regardless of race, ethnic or gender identity, religion, political affiliation, etc.…..blah blah blah … Essentially, everyone has the same Constitutional Rights that WE – AS LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS OF THIS GREAT NATION WILL PROTECT AND DEFEND……

great words, but what is displayed in action in a situation like mine?

OK, many people hate my website and my opinion about EVERYTHING! Lol

That’s why it is a CLOSED SITE with no two way communication. Sure in the beginning while learning this stuff I did allow ANYONE to comment – even “any mouse” (anonymous).

Naturally this “progressive radical leftist cabal of TDS (Trump Derangement Syndrome) severely infected cowards, repeatedly demonstrated their true character by what they do to others.

And the best, most effective “work” as an “any mouse” they can do, as the anonymous little cowards afraid to publicly say and standby what they think, say and actually do can muster in the SAFETY AND COMFORT OF THEIR FACADE OF AN ETHICAL AND MORAL INDIVIDUAL, is attack others with the power, authority and force of misused government services through malicious false information requests relayed to those agencies to achieve the desired harassment and intentional infliction of emotional distress on others that so desperately needed by these disruptive and detrimental community betrayers.

They threaten both sides of the equation with such childish nonsense – the responding agency employees and the intended victim -both are placed in needless harms way.

WHAT SORT OF MIND?

A spineless wimp of a human being who cowers in the comfort and safety of their own little nest of privilege and arrogance. Terrified that honest people might one day discover what they really were on the inside of that otherwise normal appearing “community minded individual”. One who suffers so horribly and severely from TDS they loose all sense of right and wrong.

They amuse themselves and simultaneously warn others who might have the audacity to challenge or doubt their wisdom in betraying our country and rule of law for leftist ideals.

Wow, attacking someone who obviously supports the concept of rule of law and a strong law enforcement hard line regarding public property destruction.

Remember?

WHERE WAS I??? humm, my clear support for obeying existing law clearly established for years on this website. (ironic huh? Pro Law Enforcement loud mouth is attacked by leftists misusing law enforcement services? Lol)

AND HERE’S YOUR PRIZE FOR PLAYING ALONG

(THEY ALWAYS OFFER TO BUY YOU A NEW CHAIN OR LOCK AS IF THAT MAKES THE ILLEGAL FORCED ENTRY AND VIOLATION OF YOUR CIVIL RIGHTS OK AND EXPECT ALL OTHER LEGITIMATE RESULTING INJURIES TO JUST MAGICALLY DISAPPEAR WHEN THE FACADE OF “BEING SAFE AND SECURE” IN YOUR OWN HOME HAS BEEN DESTROYED)

“Come on, be reasonable – we will even refund the ticket price, but other than that Mrs. Lincoln, just tell us, how did you enjoy the play?”

Victim citizens of such “suspicious activities” are immaterial and completely ignored, often ridiculed (by the powers that be) for admitting they were indeed seriously injured by intentional wrongful acts, but they are, in essence, dismissed and expendable because the responsible agency is busy “circling the wagons” and defending the “county fund” from potential lawsuits.

HEY! WHY NOT PREVENT THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE IT’S EASIER AND LESS EXPENSIVE?

Precisely why victim assistance divisions and organizations exist – because there was/is a great need for flesh and blood feeling human beings that are harmed to be actually understood and appreciated as the true victims of wrongful law enforcement activity that they are.

(You know, when I was attacked at that LDPOA election meeting years ago for videotaping a complete fraud of an election. I told the responding Toulumne County Deputy Sheriffs that I had been attacked while videotaping the LDPOA’s ABSOLUTE FRAUD OF AN ELECTION, (incorrect lowered quorum percentage) yet I was subsequently ordered to hand over my video camera I was going to take to my attorney, or be arrested and they would take the camera incident to arrest. OK, another no brainer – can’t argue with these uniforms, so I gave them the camera with tape inside and headed home with a swollen knee.

And what did those LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS do with that camera/tape which I claimed clearly showed my innocence and being attacked ? Buried it an evidence locker somewhere NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN UNTIL I WALKED INTO THE VICTIM/WITNESS OFFICE COMPLAINING AND TOLD THEM WHAT HAPPENED.

NO ONE HAD VIEWED THAT VIDEO (NOT ONCE) UNTIL I LATER COMPLAINED ABOUT NO ACTION BEING TAKEN AGAINST MY ATTACKER. HE WAS SUBSEQUENTLY ARRESTED AND BOOKED FOR A MISDEMEANOR CHARGE AFTER I HAD RECEIVED FELONY INJURIES.

THEY WERE PREPARED TO LET ME WALLOW IN PAIN AND FRUSTRATION WAITING FOR ACTION AND THEY JUST HOPED I WOULD GO AWAY – AND I’M SURE MANY DO OUT OF FRUSTRATION AND ANGER DUE TO THEIR TREATMENT. Law Enforcement could not have cared less for who did, what, when, where, how or why.

Maybe this time I should stop banging my head against the wall (trying to figure this out myself) and just suck up the unfairness of having to spend a great deal of money to find a barracuda Constitutional Law Attorney that specializes in WELLNESS CHECKS & SEARCHES illegally used as subterfuge by law enforcement officers who (may have had) devious ulterior motives such as illegal reconnaissance of private property – an exploratory search looking for other crimes alleged by “officious inter-meddling cowardly leftists with TDS” making unfounded reports and requests … all in complete and clear violation of the 4^th Amendment requiring a valid court warrant. At this point I honestly don’t know for sure, so I keep trying to figure this bad boy out.

Gosh, can you imagine how many of these wellness searches are facilitated though anonymous (“any mouse”) malicious false reports/requests that actually do end up with the person being arrested and convicted for something law enforcement “accidentally discovered” while ostensibly only concerned for your well being? Such wellness searches should be based on clearly observable exigent circumstances, as the law clearly requires.

I believe such activity if legitimate —–

(under the well intended theory of the Community Care Doctrine and using a “wellness checks and searches” of private secured property in order to determine IF the “subject of concern” was indeed safe and secure and did not require assistance),

——-SHOULD HAVE BEEN IMMEDIATELY DISCLOSED to the subject home owner of this forced entry and search.

THE INITIAL DECEPTIONS AND OBFUSCATION OF THE FACTS OF THIS OCT 4^th 2024 ILLEGAL ENTRY INTO MY HOME HAS ONLY MADE MATTERS WORSE.

AM I WASTING MORE TIME TRYING TO MAKE SOME REASONABLE SENSE OUT OF THIS NEW NIGHTMARE?

Despite the legitimate injuries/damages suffered by innocent citizens as a result of such highly suspicious wellness check/search activities – which are (in this case) devoid of any required exigent circumstances, such searches can easily be used by unscrupulous law enforcement officers across this country to intentionally CIRCUMVENT THE REQUIREMENTS of obtaining a valid search warrant from a judge before entering the privacy of your home.

One must wonder… what happened to “reasonableness” “common sense” “fairness” “equality” “legality” and “due process of law” in this country?

Unfortunately, those qualities/attributes of our justice system have been slowly replaced with, “unreasonable”, “lack of common sense”, “unfair”, “unequal”, “illegal”, and “violations of the due process of law”.

Due process is absolutely required to flush out the truth and facts from over zealous and/or intentionally biased and illegal enforcement of the law against the victim citizen paying the bills for such betrayal.

TRUMP & VANCE TO RE-ADVANCE

FREEDOM and JUSTICE LOST IN USA

WHAT’S SO DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND?

WASN’T IT CLEAR ON ELECTION DAY?

I’m done, sorry if hard to follow, but that seems to be the nature of this entire mess. Thanks for your attention.

My best to you and yours, Lew

All these dates, times, and who did exactly what, when, how and why, …blah, blah, blah,,,, ALL FOR MY WELLNESS AND SAFETY? THIS IS CRAZY! I can’t sleep. THIS DOES NOT COMPUTE. FOR MY WELLNESS AND SAFETY? I was perfectly well and safe (and happy) until sheriff deputies decided for GOD KNOWS WHAT REASONABLE EXIGENT CIRCUMSTANCE, FORCIBLY ENTERED MY PROPERTY, MY HOME SETTING OFF MY SECURITY ALARM YET NEVER TOLD ME UNTIL I RETURNED HOME AND FOUND A BUSINESS CARD ON THE >>>> whoops, there I go again,over and over and over but it still doesn’t make sense…..WHAT AM I MISSING HERE? Why no telephone call prior or after the intrusion? Was it some kind of reconnaissance or exploratory search for something illegal that someone once again as intentionally fabricated to produce unwanted contact with deputies? Why was having a vehicle gate open apparently important? I need to find out what the RP Reporting Party, or rather REQUESTING PARTY is in this matter and what was relayed to deputies which might have……. WHAT THE FRACK WERE THEY THINKING?

…..so, out of curiosity I asked myself, “what was I doing on October 4th when deputies decided it best to completely destroy the only security and safety in my life which took many years to develop and achieve: THE PRIVACY OF MY HOME…..why? for what real reason(s)? …<over, and over, and over, …… why why why? > E N O U G H !

So what was I doing hundreds of miles away? Then that pesky smart ass inner voice says “you have a camera with hundreds of images of the last trip you haven’t even looked at yet – why not start there dumb ass?

Besides insulting me constantly, the little jerk is almost always correct about whatever the subject or situation, which is of course quite irritating. lol So I start flipping through the photos and find the first one for October 4th, 2024:

LOOK AT THE DATE: FRIDAY I could almost hear Homer Simpson’s voice:

“Stupid expensive phones don’t even know what day it was! duh!”

But wait, they auto update those right? Then it started to sink in … but if I left on Aug 11th a Sunday, then Aug 4th would be a Sunday….but…. TO THE INTERNET ROBBIN to look at a calendar.

A CALENDAR

Yes, haven’t had a calendar here for sometime. No point spending the money for one not used. Usually have my Casio digital watch on anyway but when the battery went out, just never got a new one. Haven’t worn it for months after the plastic band almost attached to my wrist after years of constant wearing – even when sleeping. Might want to see if it’s the same time I had to pee last night, or the night before, or the…….That watch was only off for a shower/bath and to clean the watch/band when it started smelling as bad as decomposing crickets! Maybe worse? lol

So, always had to have my watch until the desert. There was no reason for a watch on the desert because what was left of the Sun determined what I would or would not do. If it got cold, I’d go in and warm by the wood stove. The point is, I wasn’t still habitually looking at my watch because of some predetermined exact time to do one thing or another, ie, “gosh, 1900hrs better find something to eat” rather than asking, “am I really hungry?” “2100 hrs, better turn in” instead of “am I tired and ready for sleep?”.

I like sleep, enjoy sleep, need sleep, want sleep, but can’t sleep. Tried a prescription sleeping pill a couple times. Nothing. Sometimes almost there, then that SHOCK AWAKENING and then back to sleep. You know those spontaneous “whole body jerks” when falling asleep or just after? Just one big jolt and you’re wide awake but wondering “what the heck just happened?” Respiration might be up, heart pounding, everything seems to be on alert, vision, hearing, it’s like (or the same thing I don’t know) the “fight flight response”, but in a couple of seconds, no big deal, everything’s cool and back to sleep. Was it a thought? Something just before sliding into restful sleep “pokes” your sub conscience mind where some connection seemed perfectly fitted between two divergent contradicting somethings……but for a split second seemed obvious….. murmur something about …. and drift into an apprehensive sleep waiting for the next “body jolt”.

I’ve got so many pages of notes around here and questions – – so many just repeats of the same stuff…

My best to you and yours, Lew

Yup, it was a Friday the day plus – before I normally leave or arrive home. Sometimes, technically a late Saturday night departure (before midnight), but most of the time a little after midnight or 0100 hrs – early Sunday morning – but it all depends upon sufficient “days sleep” prior to the 8-1/2 to 9 hour drive. Getting there too late is a problem setting up camp as it gets dark early and sleeping quarters must be cleaned, and I mean cleaned before we can crash.

Have to get that 6′ x 6′ cabin (on a 16′ utility trailer – the old Newsom Recall Shack actually, reclaimed from the mice and Pack Rats who figured since Liz and I weren’t using that DIY “tent on a trailer” setup, aka THE TUG, they would. And they did “use it” for their daily biological functions while building multiple nests with everything they could lift and drag to their treasure chests. Absolutely delightful. Don’t have time to look right now, but I don’t think I’ve posted about this (though have written about it somewhere) or mentioned what found in these Pack Rat nests; nicotine vapes; dog food and treats (including large Milk Bones); coins; hair comb; pens; pencils; MANY decomposing Mormon Crickets – and they have their own quite distinctive smell; dog feces (they were bringing Liz leavings and what looked like maybe Coyote); and of course, miscellaneous tangled hair, twine, scraps of paper,etc.. What a mess! This last time I’m trying a couple of those audible rodent repellents that hook up to the vehicle’s battery (multiple nests in the engine compartments of both trucks as well). OH YEAH, they even used a couple of “rodent repellent scent bags” as nesting material! Used the repellent bags for nesting material! Seriously.)

Last trip during the first week we slept in the bed of the pickup with a light rain occasionally. Even after moving back into the trailer and being reasonably comfortable with the bleached and cleaned walls and floor – that lingering odor would not go away. Tried everything. Know what works every time to stop that horrible stinky odor? Just stay in there for a few hours – I actually go NOSE BLIND! I kid you not! I’ll wake up and get moving around before Sunup start work, (initially thinking “great that stuff finally evaporated away, I can’t smell it any more!”, but after being outside for awhile when I walk back towards the trailer for something, that stench hits me before I even reach the trailer! “HOW CAN I STAND SLEEPING IN THAT STINK? Then the same little voice that encouraged me to turn back before Waterford to check on the garage door says, “We go nose-blind from being in there so long you dumb ass”.

(August 4th is a Sunday, but I left on August 11th, also a Sunday -duh lol); the “wellness check and search” took place FRIDAY OCTOBER 4th, and I didn’t get back until October 20th finding the business card on the gate and my garage door fully open to the top of the header, which freaked me out because I had backtracked to Lake Don Pedro just to make sure it was closed – and it wasn’t! So I closed it and resumed the trip heading back towards Waterford. How it ended up back open to the top of the header before I came home I have no idea.

You know, it actually makes me feel much better that the deputies weren’t there on a Sunday when I normally get back home, but still that nagging question remains: What did they think they were doing there when my truck, trailer and dog were gone and everything secure? If they though the open garage was an issue, why did they leave it open? Especially after entering my house and setting off the burglar alarm. WHY DIDN’T SOMEONE CALL ME FIRST IF SINCERELY CONCERNED ABOUT MY HEALTH AND SAFETY? STILL DOES NOT COMPUTE!

THis is really bothering me. Something is very wrong with how this whole thing unfolded. What was the reasonable conclusion that I was even home? All neighbors knew where I was going for the last 3-1/2 years. Hopefully I’ll be getting some information from the sheriff’s office soon that might help clear this mess up. Still serious doubt it was to check on my well being though. But why an exploratory search of my home when I have committed no crime? What were they really doing in my home while I was obviously away? Back to the question of why did they want that main vehicle gate open? Why did they outside search after going into my home? Oct 4th, 2024? I didn’t get home until October 20th, 2024.

My best to you and yours, Lew

PS: You know, this entire matter jumped up and “bit me” in the ass while I was busy minding my own business working in another state. This has completely disrupted my life and plans (and was obviously intentional) and none of it makes any reasonable sense with the facts known thus far. Perhaps I should stay here in La Grange and continue writing about the shenanigans here and what might eventually be revealed, as law and order slowly returns to this country and trickles down into communities like this? I can always visit the Antelope when desired.